Hope & Change

Ever wondered where, how and why everything went wrong?

You may be doing good for everyone you encounter, or atleast for those you value a lot. But it doesn't count.

There are people who mean a lot to everyone. Everybody wants to please some favoured few. Then there are others. Atleast some people try to be nice to them. And then there is you. Nobody gives a damn.

You alive? Nobody cares. You think you want to die? Nobody is going to care anyways! Neither your presence nor your absence is going to make any difference. Not the least.

You are that sore pinkie. Totally unwanted. Totally out of context. Totally unnoticed. But just present. You are just unavoidably present, only because you can't be cut off. You have always been there. Just been there.

You wonder if you haven't been nice enough, appealing enough, good looking enough, spontaneous, funny, assertive, commanding and other such things enough. Or that you were sick and had taken off the day when your teacher taught you to befriend and stay friends with people for a lifetime.

Is there anything wrong with you? Maybe yes. Maybe not. Is there something that is right about you? Mhmm? Anything at all? No?

You ever heard one compliment directed at you? Like, in real life? You are good at this. You look good in this. Blah blah blah... Not often? Never at all?

Do you know why we still do things?
Two words.
Hope and Change.

Nobody will ever study, work, travel, marry and do a thousand other stupid things if they didn't believe that it would somehow change something in them or in their life.

Things will change. Things must change. They could change in a day, in a week or in years. But we evolve. So will life. So will everything and everybody.

Good times don't last. So do bad times.

Feel like crying? Feel like staying away? Feel like slapping somebody? Do it. But hey, don't let go. Don't die. Not yet. Just hang in there.

Do what you must.

Stay strong and don't give up hope.
Because, in the end, the journey is going to be worth the destination. ❤